God Needs Me
Ego says "God needs me"-or at least I hope He does,
for if He does not know me,
it must mean "my end" because;
If He then does not know me,
Then He, then does not care;
If he does not, then maybe I,
Dreamed up this place somewhere;
And maybe I dreamed up myself,
A guy with wants and tears,
And maybe you here with me,
To justify my fears;
And dreams seem real, when dreaming,
Until the sunshine hits,
But if we choose "ignore it",
We sleep some more, a bit;
Moving from dream to dream,
The hero there to see:
Who acts and talks so cleverly,
Maybe this guy's not Me?
Then waking up, --I seem to,
Then walk about to see,
But maybe this is just another level
dreamed by me;
So that I keep on acting,
Like some poor sort of guy,
In dreams and then in "living"
Pretending I'm not "I"
The Ego says "God needs me"
Am I this little guy?
Who needs a God to love me,
To hear me wonder why?
The littleness within me,
Must be a sort of lack,
That ego wants to fill
By taking from -attack;
I need a god to fill me,
To lick my wounds as well,
Confirm to me that I am small,
A victim of his hell;
But if He did, then it would mean
He's cruel as cruel can be,
He listens to and does enjoy,
The grief he puts to me;
Just look a little deeper,
And see what you would find,
And ask why God would need you,
For it's true that He's Divine.